Haiku Book Available

My book titled, Haiku Fitzhugh, is now available.

Love you all!

 

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To Be your first born girl

I should most definitely mean the world

To be your first born child

You should be there for longer than just a while

To be the one who gave you the title “mom”

It should be apparent as a “parent”

That when I need you when I ask

You don’t push me off

and drift away so fast.

I need you forever

No matter what we go through

Our relationship should only get better.

Don’t tell me about my siblings

And how they felt, and what you did

Must have slipped your mind

That I basically was second to raising those kids.

Now I need you here for me

But you’re leaving

Using every excuse

While bringing up old shit from 2003.

But it’s whatever

… I guess

Like you said, “I’ll get over it”

Yea, you got better things to do

Trying to give me money

To brush off our issues

They’re not going nowhere

Neither am I

I just hope you understand

How much I’m hurt

How much I’ve cried

Before you reach

 

Thee end of your time.

FF #3

We lose our sleep

With the same song on repeat

Of how we’re going to leave so and so alone

They will not defeat

Then we begin to think

What if I’ll forever be lonely

In these dangerous streets

Where love is just a myth

To where we become numb to the truth of what it is

Ain’t this some shit

We begin to say

I was just laying next to you the other day

Now I see you with a different person everyday

But still hit me up when they go a different way

As if I’m suppose accept your actions

I’m just minding my business

While you’re out relaxing

With someone who you’re gonna tell me is just a friend

Or better yet, my favorite lie

“That’s just my cousin”

As if I didn’t just see you tongue her down

But yet want to still keep me around

That’s nasty

I don’t like other people germs

Show me you love me and want me through your actions

You can keep your words.

Line in Life

I pray next life time

That you’ll forever be mine

Not worrying about who & who hitting your line

That we’ll forever be more than fine

I hope that you’ll love me more than you do now

I ask that you will, for eternity 

Hold me down 

That you’ll never look at anyone the same

That I’ll be your peace and your sane 

I want to keep you forever with me

Hold me so close 

Very tightly

As we all know I’m very clingy 

Forever I’ll cherish you longer than eternity

I love you more than the winners love their money on jeopardy 

Come home to me 

Never let me go

Tell me how to love you

My actions will show

My heart will forever be in your possession

Come lay down

I’ll show you more than affection

Maybe I was wrong about you at first

My heart feels different 

Like it’s going to burst 

I just want to love you

Forever you’ll be mine 

I want you to be

My lifeline

What Win?

Am I living my dreams

Or am I only awaking each day to scream

Gotta wake up to wash up

To accomplish someone else’s dream

Constantly praying to God

To help me get through this job

To keep me on the right path

So that I don’t have to go out and rob

Why can’t I just wake up rich?

I gotta actually work for that shit?

Don’t wanna put my hand out

But my pockets are in a drought

It’s nothing that rain can do

But bring many sad news

About this person and person

Getting in accidents too

Trynna turn my frown

Upside down

But all I can think about is being wealthy in the future

And bypassing the now!

What thee fuck am I to do?

When the bills are due?

Forget this thing called life,

Cut!

Now it’s your cue!