We lose our sleep
With the same song on repeat
Of how we’re going to leave so and so alone
They will not defeat
Then we begin to think
What if I’ll forever be lonely
In these dangerous streets
Where love is just a myth
To where we become numb to the truth of what it is
Ain’t this some shit
We begin to say
I was just laying next to you the other day
Now I see you with a different person everyday
But still hit me up when they go a different way
As if I’m suppose accept your actions
I’m just minding my business
While you’re out relaxing
With someone who you’re gonna tell me is just a friend
Or better yet, my favorite lie
“That’s just my cousin”
As if I didn’t just see you tongue her down
But yet want to still keep me around
I don’t like other people germs
Show me you love me and want me through your actions
You can keep your words.
I pray next life time
That you’ll forever be mine
Not worrying about who & who hitting your line
That we’ll forever be more than fine
I hope that you’ll love me more than you do now
I ask that you will, for eternity
Hold me down
That you’ll never look at anyone the same
That I’ll be your peace and your sane
I want to keep you forever with me
Hold me so close
As we all know I’m very clingy
Forever I’ll cherish you longer than eternity
I love you more than the winners love their money on jeopardy
Come home to me
Never let me go
Tell me how to love you
My actions will show
My heart will forever be in your possession
Come lay down
I’ll show you more than affection
Maybe I was wrong about you at first
My heart feels different
Like it’s going to burst
I just want to love you
Forever you’ll be mine
I want you to be
It’s your birthday today
You probably won’t even read this
According to you
My actions are effortless
So no I won’t be calling you
I know it’s pretty rude
I’m just showing you
That I can do what you do
Am I living my dreams
Or am I only awaking each day to scream
Gotta wake up to wash up
To accomplish someone else’s dream
Constantly praying to God
To help me get through this job
To keep me on the right path
So that I don’t have to go out and rob
Why can’t I just wake up rich?
I gotta actually work for that shit?
Don’t wanna put my hand out
But my pockets are in a drought
It’s nothing that rain can do
But bring many sad news
About this person and person
Getting in accidents too
Trynna turn my frown
But all I can think about is being wealthy in the future
And bypassing the now!
What thee fuck am I to do?
When the bills are due?
Forget this thing called life,
Now it’s your cue!
What do you say to her when she’s crying at night
Hoping and wishing for a better life Not even a rich full life just one where she can be in her mother’s presence every night
Wondering why her mom gave her away to this place where she’s unable to escape and have to suffer from another not her mother whom she’ll rather here it from instead of hearing it from a person telling her she belongs in the slum ain’t gonna be nothin but what her mother is and collect her sins whole her mother no longer listens.
She now only says why you trying to start an argument don’t want to deal with this shit. Thirteen praying for both parents to come back and hold her close or at least make an attempt to never let her go, but they don’t.
She cries at night
She yells and scream
Asking God for a plea
Just bring them back to me
Why must you cause suffering
What did I do
Keep the materialistic things,
All I want is
The one who gave birth.
The one who suppose to nurture.
Yet you leave me here to live your life for the next five years missing out on mine as I sit here and cry. Wondering why? What did I do? Why do you no longer want us two?